my mum n dad r having their mood swings i think..both not in a gd mood..dunno y..so i guess im not gonna ask my dad abt the tioman trip now..dunno if i still wanna go also cos im outta cash n i dun feel gd loaning money fr my dad esp in his mood like dat..my mum, wen she heard dat i wanna go out tmr, started nagging jus now..but the thing is i do nthg at home also..esp since the hse is in a mess, i dun c any point in cleaning it up wif d renovation goin on..cos no matter how much we clean up, it'll be in a mess again so it defeats the purpose rite?? guess i'll not come home late then cos its really bingit seh to hear her nag..haiz n dis is precisely y i wan sch to start asap cos she'll nag less wen im in sch..haha
~flew by @ 11:03 PM
im a dead beat..damn tired today..met up wif sheeks n charm to watch a movie at PS..we caught around the world in 80 days..it was not bad la quite funny..after the movie, we headed to bugis to meet up wif jac..she came back fr perth last saturday..then as usual, the four of us went sheesha..so much for us quitting but we thot once in a while its ok to smoke sheesha..we were at al-majlis for a few hrs..fr seven plus to eleven..dats usually how long we hung out there to catch up wif things..4 hrs jus sitting there smoking sheesha...haha plus we eat there also la..then charm's cousin joined us halfway..her cousin is a trainee pilot wif SIA..how kewl is dat? n he's still so young..jus 27 yrs old but he dun look dat old
oh yah charm jus told me dat she, jac n liz r goin to either tioman or pulau redang next week..she jus asked me n sheeks if we wanna join them..i was like "damn!!"..cos i jus spend two hundred bucks yest on my hi-fi set..yeah i bought one already to put in my room..im blasting it away now..hehe..anw, told her dat i've used up my savings already..n there's no way i can finance d trip..gosh..actually we planned dis trip fr last time already but jus waiting for the suitable time to go..if i noe, i would haf post-poned buying the hi-fi set..well havent asked dad if he'll let me go cos if he does, then i'll ask him to loan me some money first..haiz..guess i'll jus ask him abt it tmr but i really wanna go tioman..im sure it'll be a hell lot more fun travelling wif frens.
~flew by @ 12:46 AM
at last i noe how to change the time format of dis blog..cos b4 dis, it was not singapore time..thanks to my dearie fren azlan who taught me how to change it..how dodol can i get??its as easy as goin to the settings n choose singapore(GMT)..hehe..im still new wif this blogging thingy..so many things i dunno how to do..i went thru some of my frens' blogs n i was like "woah..canggih seh" hehe..theirs got music la, photos la n so colourful some more..mine is jus plain cos i dun intend to share my blog wif anybody else..i treat it like my own diary..a place where i can express my feelings n for me to jiwang sorang..haha so i'll jus keep it dat way until im comfortable enuff to tell ppl "hey, check out my blog!" :-)
~flew by @ 1:19 PM
im damn bored today..its a sunday n im stuck at home all alone.. dunno where everybody's gone to..haiz..i've been reading the bk which kisha lend..its called "the da vinci code" by dan brown.. its pretty exciting n im halfway thru it already..took a short nap jus now n got 2 missed calls fr hazre..didnt hear fr him for quite some time..
yest's mendaki was not dat bad..tho only eight of my students came..none of the gurls turned up so i was surrounded by boys.. haha..after dat, went to TM wif kisha to withdraw her money n i also need to pay my hp bill..then as usual, we were catching up wif things goin on wif our lives..its always nice to talk to her abt stuff..we normally would talk abt guys..catch up on the latest gossips..usual girltalk..n i also told her dat i told effi dat i like him..so kisha is d only one who knew abt dis matter..she also reminded me to keep her update on dis since i told her effi havent gif me his reply yet
anw was thinking of calling aisah up to watch a movie tmr..thot of watching around the world in 80 days..then mebbi she can pass me some of her vcds so dat i can watch it at hm in case im bored..hafta watch d spiderman vcd first b4 watching its part 2 in d movies later next week
~flew by @ 5:50 PM
remember i said i was gonna confess to dis guy whom i've like for a long time?..well i did it already..:-) had mixed feelings after i handed him d letter which expresses my feelings towards him..but b4 i go on, lets jus reveal who dis guy is..his name is mohd effirudin..got to noe him earlier dis yr wen a fren of mine (haas), introduced him to me..like i wrote in the letter, i didnt start liking him straight away after i met him for the first time..i took quite some time to realise day "hey, dis guy is diff fr other guys whom i've known so far n i really want to get to noe him better"..
well, everything happened so fast yest..he sent me to somerset mrt after our meeting yest n b4 i went in, i told him dat i wrote him a letter..he didnt say much, jus took at it n smiled..then i told him to read it in on his way home.. said our goodbyes n i went down d escalator..so many things went thru my mind while waiting for the train..i was thinking whether i did the right thing n how effi will react after reading it..but beyond dat, i felt so relieved..it occurred to me dat there's no pt contemplating any further..if i want smth, then make some effort to get it.. whether i get it eventually, its a diff matter altogether..
effi havent gave me his reply yet..he smsed he saying dat he hoped i like the bday gift which he gave n had already read the letter n appreciates it..n dat i'll hear from him soon..well i dunno if dat sounded positive or negative..all i noe is dat he's gonna gif me his response soon.. i really wants to noe how he feel abt dis matter regardless of the outcome..
~flew by @ 10:38 PM
at last...checked my account n mdis transferred my pay..now my account balance didnt look as bad..haha..if not, i'll get stress looking at the balance..got my allowance also jus now..so im a lil richer i guess..but hopefully, no more shopping la..jus buying a mini hi-fi n dats it for the time being..no more spending till sch re-opens..im asking if i can discipline myself to do dat..haha
i met up wif effi jus now to get d hoobastank cd which he helped me burn..went to sakura at far east plaza to haf our early dinner b4 heading to cineleisure to catch a movie..wanted to watch spiderman but there isnt any suitable timing..so we settled for dis movie called undead..thot it was some scary show but it turned out to be crappy instead..not sure if its funny or lame but its jus so nonsensical..btw we were given 4 tixs to watch euro match so effi n his frens r goin to cineleisure to watch soccer there later..
been quite some time since i met up wif effi..so he jus gave me my bday present jus now..got a forever friends teddy bear fr him.. put it on my study table already..wasnt expecting him to get me anything also..but he said since i gave him a present for his bday, he's doin the same for me..well we did catch up a lot jus now..like how he ended appearing in berita harian n getting all d limelight..hehe..talked abt bai's newborn baby girl..her name is nur sakina..thot it was a nice name but effi didnt really like it..cos he knew of a not so decent gurl wif dat name..he's d godfather btw..he told me dat it was such a good feeling to c one of his close frens starting a family..somemore they're still young but im sure mus n bai will make fantastic parents..makes me wonder wen will it be my turn..haha..
~flew by @ 1:07 AM
argghhhh!!bingit!!d renovation started dis early morning..was sleeping n having a nice dream until i was rudely awaked by the irritating drillings in d kitchen...hello?its onli 10 in d morning n they're already drilling and hacking d kitchen..wont be surprised if the neighbours complain..cos i myself as the tenant cant stand it!!feel like goin out to aisah's hse or smth to get away fr all these noise but was thinking since im goin out tmr, might as well i jus make my mum haf d impression dat i'm stuck at home for today so dat she wont nag wen i go out tmr..haha..im evil! n seriously, i cant stand d mess at home rite now...wif all d dust and d fridge n washing machine in d living room..its worse than a pig sty..i cant stay here n endure dis for the next 3 weeks..but dad wont let me stay over at aisah's hse..he said: biar susah sendiri, jgn susahkan org..haiz..guess there's some truth in dat huh?
well i thot of goin to d car roadshow tmr at expo but bro is goin on sunday instead..i thot if go tmr, then it wont be as crowded since its a weekday..darn
~flew by @ 1:41 AM
boring day for me today..hafta pack up d stuff at the kitchen cos we're renovating our kitchen n d toilet..haiz this is so troublesome..dad says its gonna take 2 weeks plus b4 d renovation ends..btw getting the new car at the end of this mth.. this is so exciting..i cant wait to take it for a spin..haha..btw im in love wif this song : accidentally in love by counting crows..its d OST for shrek 2..its soo nice, d lyrics n music..gonna listen to it again..hehe
anw i went to peninsula yest wif aisah to get our pant n skirt altered..then went to raffles city to shop b4 heading to bugis.. did some shopping actually but didnt buy as many stuff as d other day..cos my pay havent been transferred..so i better limit my spendings now..lemme c wat i bought yest..me n aisah bought almost d same things..we got ourself hush puppies panties(hehe), eyeshadow fr red earth, n a watch..dunno how many watches i already haf but i cant help it..duh im always like this.. desperately need someone to tell me dat i've got tonnes of watches, bags n footwear so i better stop buying those things!! bought dis nice retro new balance bag at royal sporting also.. im into things which r white in colour now..the NB bag is white, n so is my new watch n d top i bought fr UCB..white is always nice..haha
well might be meeting up wif effi dis thur..asked him to burn for me the hoobastank cd, so im taking it fr him..dunno if i wanna watch a movie also cos i havent been catching up on my movies eversince i came back..
supposed to meet up wif charm n sheeks also but i dunno wen.. most probably i'll meet them on fri..miss them so much n i miss sch..dat coming fr me??haha..but really..i've had enuf of slacking n spending my $$ away..i wanna go back to lectures n tutorials or read my readings..gosh im such a nerd!!
n i've decided to do smth which i've been contemplating for a very long time..im actually gonna tell dis guy whom i've been into, dat i like him..never done dis b4 n i still cant believe dat im goin to do it..cos i've been thinking, wateva d outcome is, i'll feel more satisfied after dat, thinking dat i've already tell him how i feel towards him..i would'nt disclose who dis guy is at the moment..none of my frens know dat im actually gonna confess to a guy..haha..its a decision which i myself chose..so i jus wish myself luck :-)
~flew by @ 3:24 PM
i went shopping wif aisah jus now at town..n i really shopped like mad..spent close to two hundred bucks today alone..gosh!! bought a shirt fr dockers n UCB..a pair of pants fr british india.. a pair of sandals fr accessories n also my dad's bday gift which was a CROSS pen..wow!!dats a lot man for a day's shopping..actually i didnt plan to shop for dat much stuff cos i thot i would'nt be getting my pay dis mth..so wen aisah told me dat we r still getting our pay for the mth of june, i was so delighted cos dat means i can shop more..haha..my mum would definitely nag wen she finds out i bought so much stuff..dis havent include d esprit bag which i wanted to buy but was contemplating jus now if i shld get it..haiz..anw aisah bought me this kurta fr indon..it was really nice n it fits me nicely..
anw might be meeting up wif her again on mon to alter my pants n her skirt..then she wanna xchange her dockers top also cos she bought d wrong design..hehe..planned to meet up wif sheeks n charm next week also..probably we'll go catch a movie or smth.. now i gotta check thru internet banking my account balance.. hopefully i havent reach a deficit yet :-)
~flew by @ 1:19 AM
well effi jus told me dat he appeared in berita harian, on the 8th june edition...he got this award for being a dedicated fire fighter..im happi for him..he looked so smart in his uniform some more..haha..went out wif him once rite after his CD seminar so he was wearing his uniform..i guess men in uniform do look good huh? i've always haf a thing for d blue uniform..its supposed to be d guys in policeman uniform dat makes me go ohh la la..but CD uniform is also blue wat..:) well until now, i still haf feelings for him...gosh wat is happening to me?..im supposed to be strong emotionally wen it comes to dis..told myself dat i'll get over him cos i doubt he feels d same way towards me..ppl reading dis might say "c'mon get a life gurl"..but trust me, i've tried my very best..in fact dis is d first time i had a crush on a guy for so long..thot it would be d normal crush dat comes n goes..but for his case, it's really taking a long time..d thing is dat i think we're drifting apart..dats y i feel if i were to tell him how i feel, it would be awkward..haiz..dunno wat i shld do abt dis :-\
~flew by @ 1:25 AM
back fr umrah...really missed home...i was homesick for a while there..but b4 i knew it, my two weeks at saudi arabis was up... had a nice flight cos we were offered seats in raffles class... so it was very spacious n d seats can be inclines to almost a 180 degrees..kewl huh?hehe..anw had a gd time there but it was tiring too cos always hafta go to n fro to the mosque n our hotel.. was trying to haf some peaceful moments there..not wanting to think abt stuffs like i usually do in spore..
well had a terrible experience in madinah though...got my boobs squeezed by an arab guy..im serious abt it..we were doin some shopping at dis one shop selling abbeyas..dis arab guy was measuring d abbbeya against my shoulder at my back..like d normal way if we wanna measure if the clothes fit us..then fr behind, he hands found my boobs..at first i thot he accidentally touched it cos it happens at times wat..ppl accidently brushed against boobs..so i haf a high tolerance for dat..but wen he did it for the second time, i know that was no accident..i quickly pushed him away n informed my mum abt it..she really gave him a gd scolding for dat..after d incident, i felt like so dirty man.. gosh..imagine having ur boobs squeezed be strangers!!gross man.. it took me the whole day to be ok after dat..haiz..well it serves as a lesson to be to be careful next time
~flew by @ 1:05 AM
leaving for umrah tmr...almost done wif my packing..jus gotta iron some of the clothes..anw this week has been pretty packed for me..went to collect my apple ipod last monday wif bro..at last i got to transfer my music inside it..its pretty cool la..anw met up wif azlan after dat..headed to bugis for coffee n jus hung out..thot of getting the floral top fr bugis but there isnt any discount for it..so i jus let it pass..haiz..then on tues, met up wif aisah, kisha, ain n ita to go for lunch..its been a long time since all of us went out..went to TM to slack n catch up wif things..took a neoprint also..all of us like so jakon cos dah lama didnt take neoprints..haha..n wat do u expect went 5 gurls go out together??..mesti kecoh punye!!:-) all of us bein so hyper n crazy ppl..it was so much fun hanging out like old times..we plan to go to the beach after i come back fr umrah n b4 everyone of us starts to get bz wif work n sch..
guess i'll update my journal after i come back..till then
~flew by @ 5:38 PM
